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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY...

~:+:~ EVERYTHING NEW IN THIS MONTH ~:+:~

where should i start?
hmmmmmmmm.........(thinking)

ok...here it go...

december start already meaning 2007 going to end in 31 more days...
so it always was kinda a special day for me...

but 2007 december is more special than other...

1. i end my STPM exam this month...yay...finally...FREE~~
2. moving to tawau the day after my exam end
3. moved to tawau and found out it quite difficult to live here
4. got a new house...new bed...new room...it quite nice though...fully furnished...(for the bedrooms only)
5. met a bunch of new friends...getting know them quite well and fast...in just 1 week only we like can laugh together like we know each other for very long time...by the way...they are quite crazy too...very bien tai de...sot sot...huhu
6. celebrating my BIRTHDAY here for the 1st time while i'm typing this entry...got angpau from mom...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
7. blogging for the 1st time here in tawau...hehe...

that's all i think...

owh ya...
i've joined the church carolling too...hehe
just came back an hour ago...quite fun...
i think it's my longest carolling ever...
very full oh...all the house i've visited served food oh...
huhu...>.<...getting fatter lor...

just scaled my body weight oh...
it's 75kg now...dropped from 85kg oh...
but also not sure oh...donno whether the scale got masalah or ...
donno la...don't care...hehe

ok la...better stop now luu...
hehe...nite nite...

here am i blogging again...

it's been sometime i didn't blog...

huhu~~

what i've been up to?

nothing much...

it's school holiday...although for 1 week only...

most of my time just sitting in front of my pc...

online and chatting...

can say that most of my activity are not related to books...

i'm having STPM this November until December...

huhu~~

finally today is my last day of my exam...

so relief~~yay...

in contrary it also means that it is my last day here in Kudat...

huhu~~sad~~

going to have Handing-Over ceremony tonight...

have the last supper here in Kudat with the church...

yeah...it's very hard for me...

after 7 years of gaining and now have to release it...

but never mind...

just as Pastor Philip Lo said,

we are the "Father" and we have raised our "Children" up.

now it's the time to let them go. (yeah..although there's a new pastor taking over the job here. but i think it's the same concept...hehe~~)

just yesterday is my family and my big day...

all our stuff are packed and ready to be deliver...

and i recorded something like a part of the moving process...

it's quite fun though...

we have to rush cause it'll rain soon...

but we have to stop in the middle cause the rain to start raining non-stop till 5pm something...

but now i think the lorry is in his way to Tawau or resting in KK...

i hope he is resting la...since it was a long journey from Kudat to Tawau...

have to blog this in...

i just can't stand eating now...

so tiring keep eat eat eat and eat...

many people are rushing wanna treat us a dinner or yamcha...

wow...getting fatter for this oh...

talk about treating...

just last Tuesday i think...

after the Handing-Over ceremony done...

me and my bros when yamcha with my friend...

he said yamcha la...

ok...he arrive about 9.30 something...

then he told us we'll yamcha in his shop...

it's ok la...maybe he had something there...huhu~~

then the surprise came...

he invited us to his office...

then theres'a sound...made by the pc's cooling fan...

but it's quite normal for a computer shop with cooling fan on...

but here's a tricky part...

there's a shadow there laying on the table...

i was so shock i ask who is that...

then surprise...

huhu~~

dowan to talk more bout it...

jump to other part...

i received presents from them...

i got a earphone set which i need it...

thanks for knowing it...haha~~

and a cd...

it's Joshua's new album...Beautiful Savior...

i'm so happy...the cd even got the band singnature on it...

wow...hehe~~

skip it...

we even took some funny pic there...

just click on the link here : http://jonyew.multiply.com/photos/album/7/PCTEL_Special_Event

lazy to post here..so slow...

ok...till here...

maybe will do my last entry here in Kudat tonight after the ceremony...

till then...

peace off...

here i have good news and bad news.
got this news yesterday.
feel like wanna blog it down.

"wanna hear the good news 1st or the bad news?" - very typical question that will be ask for good and bad news.

always bad news 1st.

the bad news is,
i'm leaving Kudat earlier than what i've axpected.
that's mean i can't stay hear anymore for the sunday service.
that's mean i have approximately 4 weeks staying here.
going to leave Kudat at the 5th of december.
meaning i'm leaving the day after i finish my STPM exam.
boy..what a rush.
this mean again no farewell no anything.
the time come then have to move.
very frustrated.
i thought i have the week to spend with my friends.
mingle around Kudat town for the last time.
then who know my dad came back from a meeting then told us we have to move earlier than the date we axpected.

now is the good news.
i can stay at my current house until i move.
you guys must saying "duh!!"
yeah....
at 1st we are planning to clear up this house to make space for renovation.
but the owner-to-be said we don't have to clear this house until we move.
that's mean the renovation will be postpone after we move.
that's mean we don't have yo stay at the rusty activity center anymore.
YAY!!
what a relieve.
phew...

going to stop here.
will blog next time.
good night.
~~yawn~~

MY FEELING

look at the date now.
approximately for another 5 weeks,
i'll be leaving Kudat.
yeah...
a month to go.

feel like so burden.
you know the feeling like when you are carrying something like 1 tonne object.
my heart felt so heavy.
don't know whether i'll cry that day or not.
coz i'm kind of the guy that easy to cry.
not i'm sissy or a crybaby.
but it's my nature.
can say that i'm kind of an emotional guy.

feel like i'm starting to miss this place.
miss this house.
miss when the time i'm in front of my pc in a room full with shoes plus the awful ordor when it's raining season. phew.
miss my friends after 7 years of friendship.
miss my church.
miss my ministry here.
miss my pet cause i'm not taking them with me.
miss everything.

there's another 2 weeks to go before i'm sitting for STPM.
my mind so heavy now.
have to make the final boost until the exam.
like the Soyez did the boost to enter the atmosphere.

this time,
my mind suddenly went blank.
like a dotless paper with no ink on it.
so empty.
whenever i start my revision,
it's like the pen went off of ink.
can't write anything on the paper.

sometimes i understand the question,
but seems like i can't remember the answer for it.

feel so hopeless.
just bare not to imagine the time i'm in the real exam.

i've just realize that maybe i've wasted so many time on something that don't benefit me.
but when i'm think of it,
it doesn't seem like i'm wasting my time.
or maybe my time management was poor.
alwasy put much time on something stupid.

yeah.
maybe that's the reason.

if i am able to twist the time back,
maybe i can change the situation.
but i know it's totally, 100%, surely, no doubt of it, undeniable, definately, for sure,
IMPOSSIBLE

maybe i should stop thinking this bloody crap.
and start doing my work.
make the final boost.

i think it should work.
hopefully.

so better stop here.
STUDY, STUDY, STUDY, STUDY, STUDY.
that's it.

Ah~Jon, 加油加油！
i can make it.

时间

看看现在的日期，已经是11月了！！
哇！！
真的没想到时间过得这样快。
想起来，曾经作了很多好事也曾经作了很多坏事。
如果时间可以倒流的话，不知可不可以挽回我所做过的一切。
不管是坏或好。
讲到时间，真得很想把时间停留在这一刻。
因为STPM快到了。剩下19天。
不知该怎样形容我的感受。
又刺激，又害怕，又很期待，又不期待。
终知现在的心情真得很复杂。
如果可以让时间停留在这一刻，哪有多好啊。
不用再这样复杂了。
不用再面对考试了。
不用再面对紧张时刻了。
哇！！有多好啊。
（在作白日梦啊？哪有这样好的事啊？）
哪有随街gap la随街跳。

STPM过后，我就要搬了。
好伤心哦。
因为爸爸的工作需求所以才要搬。
搬去个好远的地方。
从北方到东南方。
从古达到斗湖。
实在太远了。
算算下需要整整10多个小时的路程。
还好，不用坐车去那边。
可以坐飞机。哈哈~~
心情好伤心哦。
要再次跟朋友说再见了。
好不舍得哦。
在这边已经有整整7年了。
不知那里的生活会怎样。

时间剩下不少了。
该珍惜现在所有的东西，所有的时间。
因为时间过了，你怎样做怎样找也挽不回你所用过的时间。

时间也不早了。
该去睡觉了。
本人在此停笔。
有时间再来blog blog下。

i'm moving again...

yeah...that's my main title for this entry.

and again, i'm moving. not moving from house to house in the same district. but moving from district to district. this time, i'm back to the east side of sabah again since last time i moved from Lahad Datu to Kudat. now from Kudat to Tawau. phew....always get the far place.

this time also with the same reason, cause my dad's job.

now my burden are getting heavier.
1. my study - STPM is due November. so it's mean there'a a month to go. and i have to start packing my stuff.

2. my stuff - never ever thought i "collected" so many junk. so have to group it out which i want to bring and which i want to throw.

3. my ministry - now have to find someone to back me up for my ministry here since i have to move. if not, my place will be empty forever cause no one willing to back my place.

in my "journey" on packing my stuff i found this?: pic 2 above...

it's my dollies 18 years ago. haha~~

haizz~~

but still i'm thinking of my life there. have to know new friend (which i'm not good in social), get along with new enviroment,get along with the church, etc...

God please help me overcome all this.