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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY...

~:+:~ EVERYTHING NEW IN THIS MONTH ~:+:~

where should i start?
hmmmmmmmm.........(thinking)

ok...here it go...

december start already meaning 2007 going to end in 31 more days...
so it always was kinda a special day for me...

but 2007 december is more special than other...

1. i end my STPM exam this month...yay...finally...FREE~~
2. moving to tawau the day after my exam end
3. moved to tawau and found out it quite difficult to live here
4. got a new house...new bed...new room...it quite nice though...fully furnished...(for the bedrooms only)
5. met a bunch of new friends...getting know them quite well and fast...in just 1 week only we like can laugh together like we know each other for very long time...by the way...they are quite crazy too...very bien tai de...sot sot...huhu
6. celebrating my BIRTHDAY here for the 1st time while i'm typing this entry...got angpau from mom...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
7. blogging for the 1st time here in tawau...hehe...

that's all i think...

owh ya...
i've joined the church carolling too...hehe
just came back an hour ago...quite fun...
i think it's my longest carolling ever...
very full oh...all the house i've visited served food oh...
huhu...>.<...getting fatter lor...

just scaled my body weight oh...
it's 75kg now...dropped from 85kg oh...
but also not sure oh...donno whether the scale got masalah or ...
donno la...don't care...hehe

ok la...better stop now luu...
hehe...nite nite...

here am i blogging again...

it's been sometime i didn't blog...

huhu~~

what i've been up to?

nothing much...

it's school holiday...although for 1 week only...

most of my time just sitting in front of my pc...

online and chatting...

can say that most of my activity are not related to books...

i'm having STPM this November until December...

huhu~~

finally today is my last day of my exam...

so relief~~yay...

in contrary it also means that it is my last day here in Kudat...

huhu~~sad~~

going to have Handing-Over ceremony tonight...

have the last supper here in Kudat with the church...

yeah...it's very hard for me...

after 7 years of gaining and now have to release it...

but never mind...

just as Pastor Philip Lo said,

we are the "Father" and we have raised our "Children" up.

now it's the time to let them go. (yeah..although there's a new pastor taking over the job here. but i think it's the same concept...hehe~~)

just yesterday is my family and my big day...

all our stuff are packed and ready to be deliver...

and i recorded something like a part of the moving process...

it's quite fun though...

we have to rush cause it'll rain soon...

but we have to stop in the middle cause the rain to start raining non-stop till 5pm something...

but now i think the lorry is in his way to Tawau or resting in KK...

i hope he is resting la...since it was a long journey from Kudat to Tawau...

have to blog this in...

i just can't stand eating now...

so tiring keep eat eat eat and eat...

many people are rushing wanna treat us a dinner or yamcha...

wow...getting fatter for this oh...

talk about treating...

just last Tuesday i think...

after the Handing-Over ceremony done...

me and my bros when yamcha with my friend...

he said yamcha la...

ok...he arrive about 9.30 something...

then he told us we'll yamcha in his shop...

it's ok la...maybe he had something there...huhu~~

then the surprise came...

he invited us to his office...

then theres'a sound...made by the pc's cooling fan...

but it's quite normal for a computer shop with cooling fan on...

but here's a tricky part...

there's a shadow there laying on the table...

i was so shock i ask who is that...

then surprise...

huhu~~

dowan to talk more bout it...

jump to other part...

i received presents from them...

i got a earphone set which i need it...

thanks for knowing it...haha~~

and a cd...

it's Joshua's new album...Beautiful Savior...

i'm so happy...the cd even got the band singnature on it...

wow...hehe~~

skip it...

we even took some funny pic there...

just click on the link here : http://jonyew.multiply.com/photos/album/7/PCTEL_Special_Event

lazy to post here..so slow...

ok...till here...

maybe will do my last entry here in Kudat tonight after the ceremony...

till then...

peace off...

here i have good news and bad news.
got this news yesterday.
feel like wanna blog it down.

"wanna hear the good news 1st or the bad news?" - very typical question that will be ask for good and bad news.

always bad news 1st.

the bad news is,
i'm leaving Kudat earlier than what i've axpected.
that's mean i can't stay hear anymore for the sunday service.
that's mean i have approximately 4 weeks staying here.
going to leave Kudat at the 5th of december.
meaning i'm leaving the day after i finish my STPM exam.
boy..what a rush.
this mean again no farewell no anything.
the time come then have to move.
very frustrated.
i thought i have the week to spend with my friends.
mingle around Kudat town for the last time.
then who know my dad came back from a meeting then told us we have to move earlier than the date we axpected.

now is the good news.
i can stay at my current house until i move.
you guys must saying "duh!!"
yeah....
at 1st we are planning to clear up this house to make space for renovation.
but the owner-to-be said we don't have to clear this house until we move.
that's mean the renovation will be postpone after we move.
that's mean we don't have yo stay at the rusty activity center anymore.
YAY!!
what a relieve.
phew...

going to stop here.
will blog next time.
good night.
~~yawn~~

MY FEELING

look at the date now.
approximately for another 5 weeks,
i'll be leaving Kudat.
yeah...
a month to go.

feel like so burden.
you know the feeling like when you are carrying something like 1 tonne object.
my heart felt so heavy.
don't know whether i'll cry that day or not.
coz i'm kind of the guy that easy to cry.
not i'm sissy or a crybaby.
but it's my nature.
can say that i'm kind of an emotional guy.

feel like i'm starting to miss this place.
miss this house.
miss when the time i'm in front of my pc in a room full with shoes plus the awful ordor when it's raining season. phew.
miss my friends after 7 years of friendship.
miss my church.
miss my ministry here.
miss my pet cause i'm not taking them with me.
miss everything.

there's another 2 weeks to go before i'm sitting for STPM.
my mind so heavy now.
have to make the final boost until the exam.
like the Soyez did the boost to enter the atmosphere.

this time,
my mind suddenly went blank.
like a dotless paper with no ink on it.
so empty.
whenever i start my revision,
it's like the pen went off of ink.
can't write anything on the paper.

sometimes i understand the question,
but seems like i can't remember the answer for it.

feel so hopeless.
just bare not to imagine the time i'm in the real exam.

i've just realize that maybe i've wasted so many time on something that don't benefit me.
but when i'm think of it,
it doesn't seem like i'm wasting my time.
or maybe my time management was poor.
alwasy put much time on something stupid.

yeah.
maybe that's the reason.

if i am able to twist the time back,
maybe i can change the situation.
but i know it's totally, 100%, surely, no doubt of it, undeniable, definately, for sure,
IMPOSSIBLE

maybe i should stop thinking this bloody crap.
and start doing my work.
make the final boost.

i think it should work.
hopefully.

so better stop here.
STUDY, STUDY, STUDY, STUDY, STUDY.
that's it.

Ah~Jon, 加油加油！
i can make it.

时间

看看现在的日期，已经是11月了！！
哇！！
真的没想到时间过得这样快。
想起来，曾经作了很多好事也曾经作了很多坏事。
如果时间可以倒流的话，不知可不可以挽回我所做过的一切。
不管是坏或好。
讲到时间，真得很想把时间停留在这一刻。
因为STPM快到了。剩下19天。
不知该怎样形容我的感受。
又刺激，又害怕，又很期待，又不期待。
终知现在的心情真得很复杂。
如果可以让时间停留在这一刻，哪有多好啊。
不用再这样复杂了。
不用再面对考试了。
不用再面对紧张时刻了。
哇！！有多好啊。
（在作白日梦啊？哪有这样好的事啊？）
哪有随街gap la随街跳。

STPM过后，我就要搬了。
好伤心哦。
因为爸爸的工作需求所以才要搬。
搬去个好远的地方。
从北方到东南方。
从古达到斗湖。
实在太远了。
算算下需要整整10多个小时的路程。
还好，不用坐车去那边。
可以坐飞机。哈哈~~
心情好伤心哦。
要再次跟朋友说再见了。
好不舍得哦。
在这边已经有整整7年了。
不知那里的生活会怎样。

时间剩下不少了。
该珍惜现在所有的东西，所有的时间。
因为时间过了，你怎样做怎样找也挽不回你所用过的时间。

时间也不早了。
该去睡觉了。
本人在此停笔。
有时间再来blog blog下。

i'm moving again...

yeah...that's my main title for this entry.

and again, i'm moving. not moving from house to house in the same district. but moving from district to district. this time, i'm back to the east side of sabah again since last time i moved from Lahad Datu to Kudat. now from Kudat to Tawau. phew....always get the far place.

this time also with the same reason, cause my dad's job.

now my burden are getting heavier.
1. my study - STPM is due November. so it's mean there'a a month to go. and i have to start packing my stuff.

2. my stuff - never ever thought i "collected" so many junk. so have to group it out which i want to bring and which i want to throw.

3. my ministry - now have to find someone to back me up for my ministry here since i have to move. if not, my place will be empty forever cause no one willing to back my place.

in my "journey" on packing my stuff i found this?: pic 2 above...

it's my dollies 18 years ago. haha~~

haizz~~

but still i'm thinking of my life there. have to know new friend (which i'm not good in social), get along with new enviroment,get along with the church, etc...

God please help me overcome all this.

another lame day...

just don't know why?felt different today...
just feel today is not my day...
so 无聊...so 残废的一天...

话说回来就在今天凌晨开始。but 1st 我是觉得非常 success 的。coz 我竟然会用 Adobe Photoshop 来做些动画。就在昨晚十点左右开始进行为主日崇拜的一些预备工作。今天的主日崇拜是结合了“马太与朋友主日之 Hope-Celebration of Hope Malaysia”和“圣洗礼主日”。每当有特别的主日，我都会做一些东西 then display 出来。（要耍花样嘛。。。嘻嘻。。。）

then 这次是我第一次用 photoshop 来做这些 display。做的有很成功下。所以就觉得很 successful 咯。早上起身特别有精神（虽然昨晚做到凌晨四点。。。哈哈。。。我是野猫来的。。。miaooo。。。）换好衣服，吃了 koko krunch， then head straight to church。 set up everything, tested everything, all went good.

崇拜开始了。

主理：“原主与你们同在。”
回应：“也与你同在。”
主理：“我很喜欢你对我说。”
回应：“我们通往主的殿。”
主理：“来啊，我们一同歌颂主。”
回应：“我们要向全能的救主大声欢呼。”
主理：“上帝是灵。”
回应：“我们当以心灵和诚实他。”
主理：“荣耀归于上帝，圣父，圣子，圣灵。”
回应：“赞美归于主，从现在直到永远。阿门。”

this is how we start our sunday service. everyweek the same thing was repeat.
then the worship team start take over.
就在这里我开始觉得失败了。鼓手已经没有了，没关系。 but the thing is how they play with the instrument. not they don't know how to play. totally pathetic la. not like they haven't join any praise and worship conference. they should be taught on how to play while worship. ni play like kayu. ok never mind. just let it be. 事情已经发生了。 then powerpoint 出问题了。 my bad. after that, everything went wrong. all wrong. 开 vcd, player not wotking. nasib i got another player. it's a good thing to have backup everytime. 我中共有三到四个 player insatalled in my laptop. 过后，奉献诗。then problem came out again. the powerpoint i shown was not the song they practise last friday. a total disaster you know since i want everything to go on smoothly and perfect. 不知道是我的错还是做周刊的人的错。 只有一句话 “whatever”。 散会之前会场散会诗。唱了我们一向来都不会唱的歌。没有人会唱 but 牧师选了这首歌。that's why only hear him singing. then the drummer came back. 很不喜欢她来打。不跟节拍的。1st slow, then suddenly the tempo went up. haizz..不知道为什么好要他打。

不多说。终知就是觉得很失败。不懂他们会不会觉得的失败。我就会觉得非常失败。

oh God, please help me. i'm felt very unsuccess in leading Your church. please help me strenthen my faith upon You. and show me the way You want me to go. take my hands and lead me. for You are the alpha the beta, the beginning and the end, the creator of all things and beings, the One who love me first, the One who will never be apart from my life, the One that i need. the One that i love the most, my Heavenly Father, King of all kings, Lord of all lords, the most worthy...help me Lord. You are my only refuge. please help me overcome all this.

?????

what the hell am i doing now??haven't sleep yet??just look at the time...i suppose to lay on my bed now & dream something ridiculous now....haha~~

i think this is the earlies blog entry i ever post...

am surfing the net right now while i'm typing this blog entry + downloading some software i really need it.that's the main reason why i haven't sleep yet.right now, my desktop was totally disorder. went stupid liao. cannot boot. haizz. what happen to my desktop??hayooo....

my precious desktop broke down liao. i think it's software broke down. that's why i'm trying to search for some software to help me out & search for some website that can give me the solution.

very headache eh. my techy friend went to holiday liao. cannot ask him to help me to repair my desktop until next week. how can i survive through this torturing days without my precious desktop??hayoo...why this happen to me right now??

nasib baik i still got my rusty old laptop to ease the torture.

SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME!!!!

better stop here lah. need to go to bed now. my eyes getting heavier + have to attend class tomorrow. haizz...student life.

good night & good morning. by the way, it's the Muslim fasting month. haizz...have to follow them to fast in school. damn torturing.

让我笑破肚皮的笑话！！！

你们有没有听过这笑话？？
应该有吧!?!?
爱FM整天都回播的。

“一只小海龟在海中游泳，在水面碰到一个从來沒有见过的东西，感觉十分新奇，便向前问：「你是什么东西啊？」这个东西回答说：「我是龙！」说完便幽然地漂离开了。
经过了一百年，小海龟已经长成了大海龟了。在游泳时，他又碰到了这一百年前的老朋友，让他惊奇的是，自己从小海龟变成了大海龟，可是这龙的体形卻一点也沒有改变！海龟自以為自己是世界最长寿的动物，此刻卻碰到了更厉害的角色，很吃味的問道：「你这到底是什么龙啊，为何都不会改变，也不会衰老？」
「喔！因为。。。因为我是保利龙（保利隆）！」”

哈哈～～

真的是个有趣的笑话。不但是个笑话，也是个环保讯息。编这笑话的人一定很pandai的。

哈哈～～

bad day...good day...

wiihuuu...

i was darn excited today. 1st, the stpm trial was postponed. don't know what's the reason.just feel happy la. can have much more time to study but still sitting sitting in front of my laptop typing this blog. duhh~~2nd, my t-shirt design was approved. haha~~ darn happy. undeniable, my design was so good. very paiseh plak if i say i'm good in this stuff but i'm really good in this stuff. haha~~ 3rd, just after praise & worship practise. felt so darn great cause finally can apply the things i've learned from the praise & worship conference. took me 30 minutes ti tune the vocals mic. actually i need more time to tune it since i'm kind of "new" here and everyone seems so anxcious to start the practise especially my dad. his the worship leader for this week. haizz~~ never mind. just let it be since i've learn that we must be humble and follow the lead of the worship leader. so have to tahan lor.

then the practise start with the music flowing through the air and my click on my laptop to show the lyrics. was so buzy that time since i'm taking to job in a time. need to control the sound system and doing powerpoint in the same time. this job just freak me out although it's my favourite job of all. but still i need break sometime. hope to find some pengganti. there's a guy in the conference said to me singing is the most easiest job in the p&w team since they just have to open up their wide mouth and sing out loud. lol~~ and my job is the taughest of all since i have to be updated with the latest technology and something sewaktu dengannya. his definately right. i'm the best reference since i'm taking the job as sound operator and projectionist. everyone seems to like blame me if something goes wrong especially my dad and mom. if i don't click the next slide they blame me for not focussing; if i don't focus on the machine console, they blame me for not doing my job. sometime i just want to say "I QUIT!!!" cause it's not all my fault. sometimes it's the laptop problem for slowing down the sequence and i'm the one who was blamed. and i can't do 2 job in one time especially if the job needs concentration just like mine. i've explained to them so many time but they seems cannot digest what i've said. is it because of their age or what?

like just now, when i'm doing the powerpoint, my dad always urge me. balik balik "ok le ma?? ok mei you?? kuai dian e!! zuo mo bu zao dian zuo??" was so darn pissed off. he seems like don't understand the situation. like i can do it in 1 sec. i need time to finish it then i can show the powerpoint out so no miss take will occur. when he said no need to edit or readjust it, just show it out; then i show it la since his the leader. then problem sure come out de. who to blame?? i am - raising up my hand admitting i the one to blame. that's the problem i'll face every week. then when the mic not functioning, they blame me for not turning on the channel. last last, the mic cable problem. every week i'll scratch my head asking why do they always do this to me; it's obviously not my fault.

sometime i'll say in my mind, it's darn hard to become a priest's son and serve under his supervision especially my dad. he'll set a higher standard for me than the others. just don't know the reason. is it because i'm his son so i need to do work efficiently?? haizz~~ just can't find the answer. this time, the devil will tell me to quit the team and see them zit do without me; the angel side will tell me not to for what i'm doing is not for our sake, it's for God's sake since i was worshipping Him in the process of doing this thingy. in the end, angel always defeat devil. haizz~~

just hope this problem can end soon.

please God, open their mind and heart so that they can understand everyone's situation especially me. and please grant me strength to continue serve You in Your house. it's my passion to serve You Lord.

there's good thing and there bad thing. can't escape from this fact. but still, is this a good day for me or my bad day??

ayoyoyoyoyoyo......

what to do leh??

STPM is coming liao...few months to go liao...

aiyo...

oh God...please help me...i'm quite nervous now...grant me the wisdom i need...grant me the peace i need...for You are the almighty Lord...my lovely Heavenly Father...

AMEN

Praise & Worship Conference

30th August - 1st September, 2007

Sabah Anglican has organized Praise & Worship Conference.

the main idea for this conference is "to know the importance of music and vibrant expressions in praise & worship as they must not diminish the substance of doctrine which must from the backbone of our worship. and our worship service must be orderly and they must also edify those who come to worship the Lord." this is the message from Bishop Albert Vun, Sabah Anglican Bishop.

yeah...i have joined this conference and it helps me a lot...thank God for that cause i know this is God's desire...

from this conference, they held some coordination and workshop...and i join the Sound Engineer worshop...

this is some of the main point:

WORSHIP TEAM COORDINATION

1. Biblical Basis for Worship Musicians

a) worship musicians are consecrated as it was written in Numbers 8: 14-16

b) worship musicians are well-organized as it was written in 1 Chronicles 23: 4-5

c) worship musicians are skillful as it was written in 1 Chronicles 15: 22, 25: 7, 25: 3, 25; 6

d) everyone in the Kingdom of God should be a worshipper. but not all worshippers are musicians, and not all musicians are worshippers. the need in the Body of Christ is not just for talented musicians, but anointed worshippers who are sklilled musicians. that was called WORSHIP MUSICIANS.

e) and every worship musicians have the responsibility to lead worship to a changed life; otherwise, worship will becomes either a mere liturgy or just a emotional boost.

2. QUALITIES OF WORSHIP MUSICIANS

a) sanctification; in Numbers 8: 14-16

b) submission; in 1 Chronicles 25: 6; 6: 32

c) sensitivity; in 2 Kings 3: 15-16

d) skillful; 1 Chronicles 15:22

3. WORSHIP LIFESTYLE OF WORSHIP MUSICIANS

a) have a whole hearted and enthusiastic attitude

b) be prepared

so, a worship service is to serve God with our praises and to serve people's needs with His sufficiency.

and i've learned that music is the essence of worship besides our heart.

"next to the Word of God, i give music the highest honor" this is what Martin Luther said.

God created music for us to worship Him alone.

besides that, music can lead to do unbelievable things. it also written in the Bible. Elisha speak revelation while the harpist played some music ( 2 Kings 3: 13-16). King Saul calm down while David was playing with his harp ( 1 Samuel 10: 5-6). from this it's proven that music can lead us to do unbelievable things.

therefore, it is our responsibility as the church praise & worship team to lead the church. as we are second from the the priest.

in the sound engineering side, i've learn a lot.

1. how to solve feedback problem.

2. how to tune the best sound.

3. the responsibility of a sound engineer.

4. the way sound engineer coorperate with worship leader and musicians.


wow....thanks Lord for all of this...

some picture available here http://jonyew.multiply.com/photos/album/3/Praise_Worship_Conference

just want to release something...

believe it or not...

my mom and i had a long coversation last night...

long enough till sore-throat this morning after i woke up...so geng de conversation...

we've talk about something mainly about the way we serve in church and the way people servein church...

just thinking of it can make me quite piss off...

sometime just want to give up to serve here...but still can't...

why?

1. i born to lead...haha...maybe you'll think i'm bullshitting...actually no...cause obveously we all born to lead...it's the fact...we were destined to lead from the time we are in our mother's womb...(just think of the race we had and you'll understand...)other then that, i was born in a leader family...since my dad is a rector for Kudat, Kota Marudu and Pitas district church...indirectly i have the responsibility to help my dad to lead the chuch...it's a hard job though...

2. it's my responsibility to God...i was born to serve Him...

3. my passion...i really love to serve Him and the churches...undescripable passion...

4. i have the responsibility to the churches here...

haizz....

just never thought before that it was that complicated...just found out...

then, why i want to fed up??

1. the way the churches treat each other...so miserable...they was just so miserable...

2. the churches attitude...can talk loudly, but cannot do it...very dai zek gong de...

3. they say they want to change, want to improve, but what they do was not according what they said...cao wu liao de...this is ok to me...but what make me piss off is whenever i tried to lead them to make improvement or changes...they reject it and say we don't need this changes...duhh... it's all bullshit man...very kou shi xin fei...niu tou bu dui ma zui...they don't see the future vision...it's ok with me...but what make me confused is they even can't see the present vision...always hold on to the past vision...so pathetic...

4. they hold to traditon to tightly...they still use tradition is ok to me...but they hold it to tightly until cannot even accept any changes upon it...my mom said according to Bible, we need to change accordingly...

there's many more i want to talk about...but i kind of forget it...haha~~~

besides that...we even talk about a big secret that i cannot reveal it...and i was forbidden to reveal it...haizz...

talk about how i serve in the church...am i using the wrong method??am i using the wrong thing??am i leading them to the wrong direction??or are they the one who don't want to accept it??

i just can't figure it out...only they know and God know...


"Oh almighty God, i've face a lot of problem in church. i just don't know how to help them. please help me Lord. pour down Your over-flowed blessing and wisdom unto me so i can use the glory You've gave me to bless the church. and Lord, i am confuse of this thing. am i using the wrong way?so God, please help me. please let me know what You want me to do. cause i know tha Your way is higher than my way, Your thought is higher than my thought. i love You Lord for You are my Heavenly Father. in the name of Jesus i end this prayer with Amen."

比记比记的一个星期。。。(means buzy week)

huhu...

这一次我有点改变。这次我不会用英文来写部落格。哈哈~

不知道为什么有这一种感觉。应该 since 我 6 年级 UPSR 过后，我都没写中文 article 了。所以见天好想写写看。哈哈~

超无聊的。。。

没什么啦。。。只是向分享一下我这个星期作了什么而已。。。这星期真的好忙。。。超级无敌忙。。。

这星期一开始，我的朋友邀请我来参加他们的 choir 去比赛。我就毫不犹豫地答应了他们。。。

哇~~

超级变态的。。。过后我就有点后悔为什么我毫不犹豫地答应他们呢？？

haizz...

没办法了。。。就得遵守我的诺言了。。。

在同一时间内，我和一些同学正在讨论着学校 PRA-U 的 t-shirt。。。我负责 t-shirt 的 design。哇！！真的好想做这 t-shirt 哦。。。就当着为这学会做些纪念品。我看一直以来这学会没做什么 t-shirt 这类的东西。所以就有个感想想做一些与以往不同的事。。。

讲回 choir 班。。。每天我们都有练习。。。超累的。。。走路去学校，走路回家。。。没关系。。。当作运动。。。哈哈~~

星期四就是我们要比赛的时候了。。。所以练习时间很短。。。。只有短短的三天而已。。。

不讲多了。。。没什么还好讲。。。哈哈~~

then...

星期三晚上有紧急敬拜赞美练习。。。为何叫紧急敬拜赞美练习呢？？因为我根本不知道有练习。。。我妈说星期天他们又报告。。。but 我一点都不知道。。。

haizz...

then, terpaksa 去练习咯。。。超烦的。。。

星期四下午。。。Torch Puppeteers 他们到了。。。所以就去帮忙办他们的 ga chang 下来。。。那晚上大约 8 点左右。。。我们一大班聚在一起协力把表演场合给搭起来。。。

哇~~~

超难的。。。从他们的 steel 架，到他们的灯光还有他们的背景。。。哇~~真的搭到好辛苦哦。。。but 没关系，当作是个美好经验而已。。。哈哈~~

星期五晚上，7 。30，木偶剧开始了。。。好期待哦。。。Torch Puppeteers 今次所带来的木偶剧有两个。。。“空外，空内”和“黑之间，光之间”。。。故事内容很丰富。。。

“空外，空内”是说到我们所说的一切话，虽然表面是不会伤害到别人，可是会上到别人的心。不但这样，还会伤害到我们预祝的关系。因为上帝赐给我们嘴巴是要我们为他传他美好的福音何来赞美她。可是我们用我们的嘴巴来侮辱别人，来诅咒别人。这是一件不讨上帝喜悦的事。

所以，这故事就带来了三个主角。故事开始，就有两姐弟吵架，说些不应该说的话，那就是侮辱他人的话。and then　就有一位觉得他们说所的一切都是在伤害对方的话就感到伤心。不懂为什么，又不是再说她，她就伤心。然后他们三人就遇到一位博士。那位博士造了一艘太空船。那三位小孩子就不听话，偷偷的走进那艘船。and then 说了一些不该说的话，太空船救制动起飞了，带他们到一个注重话语的一个星球。在那星球，那两姐弟又吵起来了。然后说了一些不该说的话，这样他们就被抓了，被关进监牢里。过后，不知怎样他们就反省了。然后就会地球去了。

那是星期五晚的故事。。。


“黑之间，光之间”是说到我们在这世上有很多的诱惑来迷惑我们远离上帝。我们就要依靠上帝的话来抵挡撒旦的诱惑。

所以，这故事又把那三位主角带回来。这次，他们已经长大了，有参加教堂的事奉。他们就想念他们在太空所交的朋友。于是，他们再次去找那位博士，借他的太空船再次飞去太空来探访他那位外星朋友。但是在途中，那艘太空船出现了问题。所以必须紧急降落。降落到一个充满黑暗的一个星球。然后，那做姐姐不知道发什么神经，发起脾气就走出了那艘太空船。那当然，他们就出去找回她咯。这时候，他们就碰上他们那位外星朋友。问题是为什么那外星朋友会在这充满黑暗的星球呢？噢～～原来那星球以前是充满光的。但是直从被　Queen Jahat　统治后，那星球就变成黑暗。所以，那外星朋友是被差遣到这星球来恢复它原本的形态。但是，他身为姐姐就被那魔抓住了。不但如此，她还被弄瞎了。所以他们联合起来来对付这魔王。最后，魔王被打败了。全星球的人民反省了，恢复以前的本样了。过后，那些人民就呈现一连串的歌。然后，那三人组就会地球了。

~ THE END ~

那就是他们所带来的故事。终结，上帝赐给我们语言能力是为了要敬畏他而不是来侮辱别人。话是一个很简单的一样东西，可是也是一样很艰难的东西。话可以爱护别人也可以伤害别人。所以，撒旦就接着话来远离我们与上帝的关系。所以，我们必须把上帝的话来装备自己来抵挡撒旦的一切诱惑。这样，我们不但不会远离上帝，我们还可以远离撒旦的掌权。

哈哈～～

想起来在表演的时候，我忽然变成了一个大小孩。哈哈～

超兴奋的。。。

到了星期天，早上去崇拜。崇拜过后，赶紧回家，把下午所要用的　powerpoint　给弄好。下午就是要参加“为耶稣而行”。刚好今次是在我的教会举行，所以必须准备好一切。哈哈～

我拍了些照片。要看的话就去　http://jonyew.multiply.com/photos/album/2/Puppet_Show

哈哈～

时间不早了。该停笔了。

哈哈～

这是我 ７ 年以来的第一个华语文章。哈哈~~

The Center of The Bible...

here are some fact about the center of the Bible...i found it in an article and decided to post it here...so enjoy it...


Q: What's the shortest chapter in the Bible?


A: Psalm 117


Q: What's the longest chapter in the Bible?


A: Psalm 119


Q: What's the center chapter of the Bible?


A: Psalm 118


There are 594 chapter before Psalm 118
And there are 594 chapter after Psalm 118

let's add it up and see what happen...

594 + 594 = 1188


now...


Q: What's the center verse in the Bible?


A: Psalm 118: 8


here's the verse...and it should be a verse in our lives...


"IT IS BETTER TO TRUST IN THE LORD THAN TO PUT CONFIDENCE IN MAN" - Psalm 118: 8


odd huh??

that wasn't ood at all...

God surely was the center of all His creation...just like the sun is the center of the solar system...brighten our lives with His holy face...

He's the Alpha and the Omega...He's the beginning and the end...

Be Blessed...Amen...

huhuhuhu...

WHAT HAPPEN TO MY ARM??

huhu...

hehe...

actually that's the picture after i donate blood...

very wuliao huh snap this picture and blog it down...

but i don't think so cause there's a lot of story behind it...

and i want to blog it down...wahahaha...

haha...finally i got the guts to let someone to poke a needle into my arm and draw out my blood in large quantity like vampire sucking blood...

haha...no kidding la...

actually this was not my first time to try donating blood...

the first time i think is early of this year...but that time i'm not qualified to donate...cause just receive hepetitis-B injection...

plus i'm damn nervous that time...everyone urge me to donate...the teachers...my friends...walaau...

just think of it can make me laugh out loud like crazy...cause that time when i decide to donate...i'm so nervous...till can feel the heart beats beat very fast...

almost 180 kmh...haha...no kidding...

then first thing to do...is to take my blood preasure...the nurse help to wrap a fabric on my albow...then start to pump the thingy...the fabric getting tighter...

wah...if the fabric was wrap on my neck...surely can die de...haha...

you know what's the result??

very shocking...till the nurses also shocked...

my blood preasure was soooo damn high...the nurse said my blood preasure was so high in an abnormal state...and said i can even be send to the hospital to receive treatment...wahahah...

but actually that time i am so nervous till effected my blood preasure...and i sweat a lot too...

that's my sweet yet funny memory for blood donation...

then this a lot different than the last time...

cause i've prepared myself for this time blood donation...

as usual la...must have the nervous feeling...but not as much as last time...

then this time i need to check my blood first before i can donate...the nurse poke a needle into my finger and squeeze a load of blood into a plate...

walaau...damn painful de...

then they put some antigen on my blood to test wheter i got A or B ot O or AB type of blood...(i've got A)

then take my blood preasure...this time of course normal la...hehe...

at that time...the registry nurse teased me from the last time incident...

then i just smile and take my blood bag and have a sit on the sofa...

damn nervous that time...

after 5 minutes...it my turn...

oh oh...

with a pair of heavy feet...i walk toward the bed...then push myself up the bed and lay down...

with no guts to see the nurse poke the needle into my arm...i look the other way...

in no time...the finish poke the big needle into my arm and i start to squeeze a thingy to boost the speed...

during that time...the nurse ask me "kau dusun ka??" (are you dusun - an ethnic in sabah)

i say "duhh..do i look dusun to you??"

haiz...blind liao...

within 15 minutes...it's all done...

phew...finally...

my first time...

at the end...i got a tapao and a can of soy bean juice...

haiz...

~ the end ~

something funny yet true...

just found out something funny...

it's all bout Malaysian English or Manglish

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manglish

read it urself then...

u'll found something interesting there...

bad hair day

very frustrated today..

what the hell is going on??

i'm so damn angry with someone...

don't want to mention that guy...

not only a guy...but certain people...

why it always happen to me??

espeacially when i'm getting older...

this problem always bother me...

and it happen at the same place...

the place where i live and work...

what am i talking about??

i also don't know...just want to release the tension in my mind...

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that guy always say to everyone

"we need to change...we need to improve...we need to blah...blah...blah..."

in the end...it's all a bunch of shit...

word without point; omong kosong; 废话; bullshit

i do what he wants...but in the end....his the one who stop me...

WAH!!!

very hard leh...

it's ok when he didn't give me support (even though i really wish he'll support me)...but he stop me from doing some improvement...moreover, his my father...the leader...

just now...my laptop got major problem...very very very major problem...

it's pimping me to buy a new one...it's very old liao...his sight is getting blurrer (monitor problem)...his memory is slowly degrading (hard-disk problem)...

when i imform my dad about the problem...he scold me back for informing him...

DUHH!!!

inform him pun salah...don't inform him pun salah...

never mind...

then i told him it's time to buy a new one...

he scold me again..."吃米不知米价" (means only know how to spend but don't know how to earn...something like that lah)


plus++

he said wait until the laptop blind and completely lost his memory then he'll CONSIDER to buy new one...

CONSIDER???

plunggggg~~~

heart break...

damn angry...

he do know what's the reason i need a laptop...and i'm not using it for nothing...moreover it's not mine...it's belong to the place i work...then that's mean he never had to use HIS OWN MONEY to buy it...since his the boss...

just think of it...he never think of the long-term condition...he only think of short-term condition...

yeah...definately cannot deny it...that it's hard to spend some few thousand to buy a new one in a such a short time...but think of the bright side...it's better to wait it completely useless then buy a new one...when that day comes...it's totally a major problem...to me...to him...and to the whole community...cause...that's the laptop i'll use every week to present something...and it's kind of awkward when the LCD projector wasn't turn on...

oh God...please help me...U know what's the reason i need laptop...i know there's a reason for everything...and Ur way is higher than my way...Ur mind is higher than my mind...so please help me to overcome this anger...and help me and guide me to help this kind of people...

Amen...

a short prayer...haha...

feel better...

crazy weather...totally 变态！！！

HAIYA!!!

very cold leh!!!

freezing...(just shivered)

rain...rain...rain...

raining all day long...haiz...

all my activity are slow down just because of the rainy time...

planning of having a picnic this Sunday with my club...but...because they considered about the damn weather...need to K.I.V. the plan...

haiya...

but think of it...i'm kind of ridiculous...

hot sunny day also blame...

cold rainy day also blame...

so ci sin (crazy) huh???

haiz...

my day...

grrrrr...

very miserable...

very annoying...

haiya...not in the mood la...

why?? - good question...

this is why...have u ever felt isolated, scolded without reason, and felt u are going to dead AT THE SAME TIME??

obviously, rarely can feel it right??

haha...it's a lot different to me...coz...yeah i faced it...AT THE SAME TIME...
sound crazy but it's true...

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just don't know why...can't explain it with words...

just have the feeling that i'm isolated from my parent, family, friends and my darling...

haiz...very lonely + cold...(raining all day long...freezing cold)

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about facing dead...it's happen very quick...haiz...

it's begin when my dad drive me to school...

as usually...we need to drive up a hill and have a turn at the round-about...

STOP!!!

the climax starts here...

when my dad just about to make a turn...

a crazy lunatic driver came out no where...

and it nearly crashed to my car...moreover it about to crash to my side...

BUT...

thanks to my dad...

he manage to stop the car...

haiz...nearly become arwah (dead person) liao...

halt right there...

the story haven't end yet...

then my heroic dad step on the fuel...race toward the crazy lunatic driver...

wow...he drove damn fast...(that's mean he's very angry lor)

then the race begins...

drift...drift...drift...

my dad drive over the cray guy and stop right in front of his car...

then my dad open the door...step out the car like some hero do in the movies...

very suai de....(cool)

then with a loud voice...he say...kenapa kau pandu macam ini?? (how can u drive like this)
that lunatic answer...mau cepat bah boss...(in a hurry)

hurry what??
nearly crash on me leh...

then some converstion take part...and i don't even bother to hear it...coz i'm mumbling to myself i'm damn late already...



~ the end ~


hey...am i talking out of the topic??

haiya...never mind...

that's my day...

need to stop here lor...haven't bath yet...my body getting itchy lor...hehe...

by the way...it's August liao...

busy busy weekend...huhu...

wow...how come i always busy with activity but not my homework??

whatever...as long as i enjoy it...haha

what have i done? actually..it's all a coinsidene...cause i busy-body 1st...

1st thing...got order from my teacher to present a performance at the closing ceremony...wow...what a surprise...phew...and honor too...but actually i'm not performing but i arrange the performance (it's what i always do)

haiz...

i also indirectly incharge in the stage-decor....at 1st...this is not my job AT ALL...then my teacher saw me messing around with the decor...then she call me to help out with the decor...haiz...that's the conclusion for messing around...haiz...

(psst...i even got a new name...Eric Leong...famous house-decor...we share the same family name though)

then practise...practise...practise...teaching a bunch of idiot to sing...haha...they don't even know the music tempo and sing like nothing...what!!!...haiz...never mind...practise make perfect...that's how i calm myself...haiz...

owh yeah...i hurt my hand during the practise...huhu...very painful...but never mind...cause "男人流血不流泪"...haha...

during the days...i went to the boys hostel...actually it's my 1st time to the boys hostel...OMG...it was soooo nasty...unbelieveable...yuck...never imagine how to live in this situation...i'm sooo freak out...

the performance day...keep practising...giving the final brief...little cheers...off to the hall...preparing the music...p.a. system...

now...the moment has come...they get on the stage...my heart beats very fast...music start...oh no...they sing...

phew...

they make it...sing according the music tempo...that's why practise make perfect...haha

music off...the MC announce that the performance was arranged by me...haha...i was damn honored and proud....wahahah...

after the performance...and again...something suprised me...the teacher want us to perform again...

WHAT!!! NOT AGAIN???

fresh fresh MUET result

16th July 2007 marked a history in my days...

why?MPM is releasing MUET result today... how i know?well, it' started in a boring sunday afternoon while i'm surfing the net checking out something...i don't know what came in my mind so i log in to the MPM website...wow...what a surprise...i looked at a small column at the side of the web page...what do you know...the result is coming out 12.01 a.m. of 16th July...

that time, i say "WHAT" loudly till my bro ask me what happen...i was so nervous that time..and it was so torturing to wait till 12 am...what they call it..."makan tak kenyang, tidur tak lena, mandi tak basah" or “睡不到，吃不下”

i keep waiting till 12 am...then a send a sms to MPM checking my result...wow...my hans shiver when i'm typing the message...wow...unbelieveble...
soon...a message arrived...i open it...at the bottom of the message...band achieve:4...and again...i say "WHAT" loudly...till my parents ask me what happen...very scary moment...haiz...

i got band 4...band 4 man...

the next day...i inform my friends about the result...actually no one knows about the out coming result...

many of them congratulate me for getting band 4...even my MUET teacher...i'm the only 1 to get band 4 and maybe the highest of all...i'm so happy but still felt frustrated cause i can't achieve my target...i say i want to retake the test...my friends and teacher say no need to retake it...your result is good enough...even matrix student hardly can get band 4...blah blah blah...

who care...never care...i think of it 1st...haiz...

lastly...i got band 4 for my MUET...that's all...

i say to myself...keep on the good work...

my lovely and sad June

my dear June...

much has happen...

happiness and sad...

laughter and mourning...

haha...

i've been through many things in June...

1. my dearest aunt past away - it happened so sudden...never expect her to past away that quick...miss her a lot...
2. SAGA exam - it also happen so quick...
3. holidays - 2 weeks holidays...ist week...help out the Sabah Boys Brigade for their 40th anniversary camp...very fun...then to the sabah highland, Kundasang, for another camp...the next week...camp again...Sabah Anglican Youth Camp...wow...
4. school orientation - orientation for the newcomer...i was 1 of the commitee member...(erm...actually it's in the month of May)

WOW...what a compact month...that conclude my June for this year..there's no other June for this year anymore...

it's a part of my memoir now...hehe

life needs to go on....

me and PPSMI

haha...it's another day in school...~.~

but it's a bit different from other normal days...

why??

cause today the school English, Science and Math commitee organized a new commitee called PPSMI and held a seminar for the chosen commitee...

what the hack??i'm one of the chosen commitee...haha...

at first when i'm chosen...i'm so damn shock and wonder what was PPSMI...

after some Q&A session with my MUET teacher...i finally knows that it is some sort of programme related with English, Science and Math...

that's even make me blur...@.@

i never have my science and math taught in english before and how come i was selected for the commitee??

haiz...~.~

who cares lah...just give it a damn shot and undergo a boring interview with some teacher...

later this monday....i was so shocked to see my name on the notice board...showing me i was short-listed to be the official commitee member...i say "huh?"

and later today...they held a seminar in school...they said many thing and i don't even bother to listen it...they said we are the specially selected "elite" in my school...and they spotted us have a great potential in english...blah...blah...blah...don't even care...(actually i'm a bit rebellious)

later on this afternoon...the seminar continues with group discussion...they want us to discuss among our group about a product we can promote to others...haiz...after the discussion...we have to present our discussion result...and everyone in my group point at me to present our product...i say "what!!!" never mind...i show them who i am...hehe...since i'm the leader...so need to show some leadership...what we present will be judged by some teachers...and it even give me the stress...even miserable is...the judges bombarded us with question...wow...not fair...they don't bombard the other group...but never mind...i still manage to bombard back with my answer...hahahaha...

at the end of the seminar...the judges finally make an announcement...they said they have selected 2 group as the "best presentation"...

you know what??i got the "best presentation" award...i'm so damn shock...haha...

that's my story bout "me and PPSMI"

owh another thing...i was elected as the English Facilitator in my school...haiz...and they want to make a name tag for it saying "please speak english with me."...haiz...(-_-!!!)

SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME!!!

let's have the exam begin...@.@

haiz...the SAGA has begun today...

1st paper....Pengajian Am or General Paper...

haiz....i completely don't know what to do...

i have no idea what the questions means...in other word...i don't know a thing...and i think we haven't study that chapter yet...haiz what the crap...

that's only for paper 1...not yet paper 2...

looking at the paper...@.@??

i say "wallau"...

the A section...completely don't know...ask my friend...they ask me back...haha...(hey...it's this year STPM already and i'm still in the old me...always meniru...haha)

but still...i can manage this section at the last minute...approximately 15 minute to done a question that i completely don't understand...i say "wallau" again...at the end...my hand was so painful...

section B was not a problem to me...global warming...my favourite question since form 4...

section C...hehe...loaded my "M-16"....shoot all the way to section D...haha...

section D...peace of cake for me....pie chart...haha...can do it with my eyes closed...(haha...so arrogant)

last section....section E...this time...i loaded my "bazooka"...bombed my answer sheet...

haiz...and this only for pengajian am paper only...there's economy and history...haiye...so torturing...if i keep on doing this...definately 100% for sure i guarentee...i'll flunk my STPM with flying colors...

so jon...加油，加油。

haiz...another week of exam...

since last week...the education department of Sabah organized some sort of exam....what is it?? SAGA...don't know what it stand for...

they claim they want to train us to score higher marks through this exam...i say bullshit lah...gives me a lot stress...especially since lat week incident...no time at all to study neither in school nor home...and the exam starts tomorrow...i say i'm dead...

sometimes...i've thought who is the genius who invented exam...but in other hand...it's all for my own good...haiz...can't change the truth...

but who to blame...i'm the one who wish to study at the first place...then i need or i must sit for this damn exam lor...haiz...

lastly...pray for me lor...that's the only thing i can hope for...since i merely have the time to study now...

another day in blogging...

hmmm...1st of all...i donno y i hav da feeling to blog 2day...donno lah...

hmmm...maybe i'm addicted in blogging...haha...very weird huh...

kinda think of the reason y i blog at da 1st place...maybe just wanna follow th trend...or just feel wanna join in since everybody r having fun in this community....
but now...haha...i feel different...feel different toward blogging...for now...i feel this space r my refuge (aside from God lah)...where i can express my feeling...my thought...my everything...maybe share my thought or my feeling with some1...

in reality...i'm kinda shy guy...dont like to told my feelings to other...maybe that's the main reason i blog...as usual...where i can express my feeling...hehe...
haha...

anyway...i appreciate the guy who invented this blogging stuff...haha...suit me well...